I think I'm depressed.  Even though I have a beautiful 4 day old grandson, my daughter is carrying a baby that won't live very long because his brain is not developing.  I also am out of my routine because of the new grandson.  I feel bad for my son and daughter in law, while knowing it's part of the process for them to be tired.

My weight is up and I believe it's related to the above.  I know what I should eat/do, but when it comes time to make a decision, I often if not usually make the wrong decision.